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Apr. 20th, 2006 09:20 pmHey, sorry for not updating in a LONG while. I must admit though, I use my blogger accoutn more often so chances are you may find entries there that may not be posted here.
Anyways, to start things off, NP is a great headache. I mean seriously, the campus is effin big. and the map they give is SO not useful. Trust me. You see only circles and squares that turn out to be huge multistorey buildings. I so know I'm going to be lost if i don't tag someone around for at least a day or two.
Still, I made a few friends. i was admittedly, super shy that day. and all I can think about was well...my specs. I was gonna get new ones so that was topmost on my mind. hey, the optimetrist is a super nice guy...thought so not my type. not to mention he's like married or something. you think i'd care to ask? As long as they are patient and gentle, i'm happy. :P
Oh, oh...so back to poly. Met janani, liz you SHOULD know her...she's from your school afterall. Oh and a couple of others. we bonded real well. Oh and there was this dian girl who totally shock me. I mean like seriously, how the FUCK can you NOT get an email and STILL be able to survive past pri sch?!
bleh. Not taking into account certain factors like financial situation and such but i always thought EVERYONE from the wired Gen has got one. I was shocked to know that there exists this rarity. Shall examine her closely to see if the lack of email has affected her social skills or something. haha. I sound so damn corny. I guess it must be the lab coat.
the labcoat is ultra sexy...everytime i wear it...i see...nick & greg! haha. but seriously, wearing it makes me feel like i'm in Las Vegas Crime Lab, working next to the ever irritating Hodges and the rock god. *still trying to figure out where he stashed his porn...*
Oh...sidetracked. i regret to report the lack of aesthetically pleasant people around me. i need beauty damn it! Ok, so flowers will do.
today was my last day working as a teacher's aide. i feel a sense of sadness and loss. and i found out that if any kid have grown a strong attachment to me to the extend that he/she can't concentrate in school, i HAVE to go back to school once a week to wean the kid off. ha!
a part of me is wishing for this to happen but for the most part, i'm praying it won't. sure, it's nice to know i have touched their lives and all but to affect their studies negatively?! I'll be so damn guilty, i'll be get my D's again. I'm hoping this short stint has pushed my D's to the inner recesses of my darker mind. heh. Not many know but at the height of my depression, i almost jumped down from the 17th storey. but some stupid uncle saw me and looked at me weird. SO not the way i want to go so well, wasted. i'm so much better now, i swear.
and so now i shall do regina's nice little quiz. yes, i'll post it later. and yes, i'll be disturbing so it'll be the only friends only entry for now...this one, public.
Anyways, to start things off, NP is a great headache. I mean seriously, the campus is effin big. and the map they give is SO not useful. Trust me. You see only circles and squares that turn out to be huge multistorey buildings. I so know I'm going to be lost if i don't tag someone around for at least a day or two.
Still, I made a few friends. i was admittedly, super shy that day. and all I can think about was well...my specs. I was gonna get new ones so that was topmost on my mind. hey, the optimetrist is a super nice guy...thought so not my type. not to mention he's like married or something. you think i'd care to ask? As long as they are patient and gentle, i'm happy. :P
Oh, oh...so back to poly. Met janani, liz you SHOULD know her...she's from your school afterall. Oh and a couple of others. we bonded real well. Oh and there was this dian girl who totally shock me. I mean like seriously, how the FUCK can you NOT get an email and STILL be able to survive past pri sch?!
bleh. Not taking into account certain factors like financial situation and such but i always thought EVERYONE from the wired Gen has got one. I was shocked to know that there exists this rarity. Shall examine her closely to see if the lack of email has affected her social skills or something. haha. I sound so damn corny. I guess it must be the lab coat.
the labcoat is ultra sexy...everytime i wear it...i see...nick & greg! haha. but seriously, wearing it makes me feel like i'm in Las Vegas Crime Lab, working next to the ever irritating Hodges and the rock god. *still trying to figure out where he stashed his porn...*
Oh...sidetracked. i regret to report the lack of aesthetically pleasant people around me. i need beauty damn it! Ok, so flowers will do.
today was my last day working as a teacher's aide. i feel a sense of sadness and loss. and i found out that if any kid have grown a strong attachment to me to the extend that he/she can't concentrate in school, i HAVE to go back to school once a week to wean the kid off. ha!
a part of me is wishing for this to happen but for the most part, i'm praying it won't. sure, it's nice to know i have touched their lives and all but to affect their studies negatively?! I'll be so damn guilty, i'll be get my D's again. I'm hoping this short stint has pushed my D's to the inner recesses of my darker mind. heh. Not many know but at the height of my depression, i almost jumped down from the 17th storey. but some stupid uncle saw me and looked at me weird. SO not the way i want to go so well, wasted. i'm so much better now, i swear.
and so now i shall do regina's nice little quiz. yes, i'll post it later. and yes, i'll be disturbing so it'll be the only friends only entry for now...this one, public.
