Not caring.

Went on the Singapore Flier yesterday afternoon, after wading through the crowd at the IT Fair to grab a new memory card. The view was great - I could see Bugis from the Flier! I can't post the pictures I have cause they're not mine. My cousin's - so I'll ask for her permission later.

Today was...bad. Well, firstly because I finally found out why my tongue was hurting - i have a darn ulcer on my tongue. Seriously, who the hell has tongue ulcers?! That'll teach me to drink more water since I can't eat without hurting. Hell, even drinking's a slight pain and the ulcer medication I got from the pharmacy barely works. Maybe perhaps it works better on mouth ulcers. T.T

Secondly, I feel so damn guilty and bad and pathetic and useless since I'm holding back the damn project at work because I can't do my bit of at a faster pace. I'm trying my best but my best it seems isn't good enough. I've been doing the work since Day One and now that it's Day Six, I'm barely 3/4 done with the calculation. God, why the hell can't I be a super genius or something? I shall go to work even earlier than usual and complete the work.

Thirdly, my neck still feels like it's going to snap soon. I'm ranting too much.

Fourthly, I still can't write anything substantial. Not even my IAP report so I'm completely screwed if this doesn't pass soon.

I want to smack myself with something harder than my dictionary. Because seriously. I forgot to save my work in progress, another poem drabble but I kinda liked it. >.<

Tomorrow have better turn out better.