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virginangelicWent on the Singapore Flier yesterday afternoon, after wading through the crowd at the IT Fair to grab a new memory card. The view was great - I could see Bugis from the Flier! I can't post the pictures I have cause they're not mine. My cousin's - so I'll ask for her permission later.
Today was...bad. Well, firstly because I finally found out why my tongue was hurting - i have a darn ulcer on my tongue. Seriously, who the hell has tongue ulcers?! That'll teach me to drink more water since I can't eat without hurting. Hell, even drinking's a slight pain and the ulcer medication I got from the pharmacy barely works. Maybe perhaps it works better on mouth ulcers. T.T
Secondly, I feel so damn guilty and bad and pathetic and useless since I'm holding back the damn project at work because I can't do my bit of at a faster pace. I'm trying my best but my best it seems isn't good enough. I've been doing the work since Day One and now that it's Day Six, I'm barely 3/4 done with the calculation.God, why the hell can't I be a super genius or something? I shall go to work even earlier than usual and complete the work.
Thirdly, my neck still feels like it's going to snap soon. I'm ranting too much.
Fourthly, I still can't write anything substantial. Not even my IAP report so I'm completely screwed if this doesn't pass soon.
I want to smack myself with something harder than my dictionary. Because seriously. I forgot to save my work in progress, another poem drabble but I kinda liked it. >.<
Tomorrow have better turn out better.
Today was...bad. Well, firstly because I finally found out why my tongue was hurting - i have a darn ulcer on my tongue. Seriously, who the hell has tongue ulcers?! That'll teach me to drink more water since I can't eat without hurting. Hell, even drinking's a slight pain and the ulcer medication I got from the pharmacy barely works. Maybe perhaps it works better on mouth ulcers. T.T
Secondly, I feel so damn guilty and bad and pathetic and useless since I'm holding back the damn project at work because I can't do my bit of at a faster pace. I'm trying my best but my best it seems isn't good enough. I've been doing the work since Day One and now that it's Day Six, I'm barely 3/4 done with the calculation.
Thirdly, my neck still feels like it's going to snap soon. I'm ranting too much.
Fourthly, I still can't write anything substantial. Not even my IAP report so I'm completely screwed if this doesn't pass soon.
I want to smack myself with something harder than my dictionary. Because seriously. I forgot to save my work in progress, another poem drabble but I kinda liked it. >.<
Tomorrow have better turn out better.
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booya!
Date: 2008-03-12 09:34 am (UTC)omg! you got onto the singapore flier? was it cool? i've always thought merry-go-rounds are dumb and a waste of time. ha! maybe because the ones i rode when i was young are those at cheap pasar malam whose view is limited to the neighbourhood aunties changing in the block opposite. lol.
Re: booya!
Date: 2008-03-12 03:02 pm (UTC)It was cool - plenty of picture taking opportunities, if only it was cheaper since with the IR under construction, you see mostly sand and building from far away.
lol at the aunties changing at the opposite block. Never knew you were a peeping tom. ;)
Take care k?
Re: booya!
Date: 2008-03-13 03:06 pm (UTC)and, i am no peeping tom alright. but yeah, i've always wonder why do they have merry-go-round rides in the middle of HDB heartlands la. that's about the only view you can see what. please, i'm not that perverse, can!
Re: booya!
Date: 2008-03-13 03:14 pm (UTC)