Angstwhore...damn, I may have found my reason.

[virginangelic]

Life...has been well I would say Life. There's always those little ups and downs which I can elaborate much later if I choose to. Doubt there's anyone online who'll be willing to talk about this so hey, I figured I might as well blog about it.

While reading this mindblowingly good break-up fic about my new OTP in Star Trek (in my memories. Slash - I don't read anything else...mostly), I had this epiphany. Just realised why I never want to fall in love. God, this is going to sound awkward and weird but gotta get it off my chest. I think it's because I'm a coward when it comes down to it.

Kinda reminds me of a quote Bibi once sent me:

"You reject romantic notions because of matrimonial ties yet you reject matrimonial ties because of it."

Haha, Bibi and her random quotes that never fail to make my day and make me think. God, I suddenly feel so exposed after writing this but this shall remain!

I shall go to sleep now because in oh...twelve hours time I have to go back and do a rehearsal. Why do people NOT tell me about such stuff ahead of time? I have NO idea what to wear now, let alone what to perform. T.T I've forgotten the full Nobody dance steps. Bleh.

And SBS Gayo was effin amazing. Alright, I gotta sleep now but whoa revelation.

Comments

[tehkushie.livejournal.com]

Hm. For me it's 'if only there was anyone around to fall in love with' lol. So fair i don't think i had fallen in love yet. (That one time might have even just been an infatuation.)

Also god damn idols for setting the bar too high on looks.

[tehkushie.livejournal.com]

*so far

[virginangelic.livejournal.com]

I agree with the whole idols bit. It's to the point that some of my friends get...excited(? is that the correct word to use?) when I tell them I find someone good-looking. Lol.

[tehkushie.livejournal.com]

Lol and that's just probably half of the whole deal. The person should have an interesting personality too :(
We're gonna stay single forever D:

[tabitempo.livejournal.com]

♥ for me, baby, i'll fall in love with anyone to fill the gaps in my heart.

well, that's a lot better than going out and finding fuck buddies. :|

♥ ilu~

[virginangelic.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Ilu too bb! Urgh fuck buddies.

[tabitempo.livejournal.com]

:D :D *hugs forever*

yeah, lol. i guess, i still dream of a love story with a happy ending buuuuut, it's not likely to happen XD

[virginangelic.livejournal.com]

You never know...there's still a lot of time. :)

[tabitempo.livejournal.com]

well, lol, sometimes i think there's really not much. :|