Nightmare...

[virginangelic]

I can't believe it. Normally, I wouldn't remember a dream but right after listening to Hug on Chunji, I remembered a tremendously horrendous nightmare I had yesterday.

I dreamt that...

Jaejoong died in a road accident.

He was in a black car, it happened at night and there was lots of blood.

And I remember somehow I was in a DBSK press meeting and they were saying that DBSK has to continue.

I was crying like mad and thinking, 5-1 = 0.

And I woke up right after that.

Sigh...I think I'm just worried. After all, the fortune teller had a very bad forecast for him for this year. "Jaejoong is to avoid getting into any vehicles in the month of October" (or something along those lines)

I pray hard this isn't some sort of a premonition. It would really tear me apart if this happened for real. Already I was close to breaking down when I found out about the SuJu accident and I wasn't functioning well for like three days, glued to Soompi for updates and such.

And my worse fears are coming true...

I've counted down the days and well...

I'll miss the last two episodes of my current must watch drama The Devil (Lucifer as KBS world has tagged it...Mah wang as I call it as not to offend some sensitive people).

I wanna smack my head on the desk and tear out my hair.

I just want to cry.

 *goes into corner and curls up and cries*

Comments

[soloscry.livejournal.com]

Well that isn't a very good dream at all @_@.

I can imagine how terrifying it must have been. Nightmares feel so real sometimes.

Imagining Jaejoong and blood and death. A reality that is possible for any of us, of course. But to picture a person that we all idolize, it is quite mindnumbing and torturous, ne?

Do not worry. If anything else, we are fans. And fans have a power.

We have a power to create a huge mess when that month rolls around.

We can bring up the fortune-tellers cast up, and have it spread through soompi and every forum there is ^^, it will reach Jaejoong and I'm sure he will be mindful and be careful during that month when his fans express their concern. Especially since that aftermath of his DUI.

^_^ Well, that's all I can say ^^, feel better, ne? ^_^!!!

[virginangelic.livejournal.com]

*wipes tears* Yup! Thanks a whole lot! And I can't wait for your official return. :) Take care ya?

[misanmirin.livejournal.com]

Oh my :O! That's definitely a nightmare that we ALL wish will NEVER happen >.<" I'd cry my friggen eyes out if it ever did ;[ And totally be out of it for like... I don't even know how long .___." so so sad T_T; So scary ><" I can't imagine having the same dream as you T_T;; I'm scared to T.T;;; But I can definitely feel how scary it was .__."

October ... October... October already has Halloween T___T...

Knowing how Jaejoong is... I'm sure he'll be much more careful with his surroundings that month. ^^" Especially the fans... We'll make sure Joongie stays safe too :]

Anywho.... please cheer up and feel better :D

Hwaiting!<333

[jing-16.livejournal.com]

ZOMG.
i always dream about dbsk.
but they are all good dreams where i could talk to my oppa!!
poor you.
MAY GOD BLESS JAEJOONG AND DBSK.AMEN.

[virginangelic.livejournal.com]

Amen to that!

You're so lucky. I seldom dream of them. :(