virginangelic

I just had a horrible epiphany. With the amount of jaeho flooding into the comm (which is a good thing), I suddenly feel as though SM is trying hard to just push Jaeho as just fanservice. And I can't help being irrational and fear that jaeho may go down as kangteuk did. (Of which, I STILL don't get it. Why do people keep saying kangteuk's dead?! ARGH. You know how much I emo-ed when I found out?!)

But seriously...it's starting to become too much like fanservice. I...I don't want my OTP to drift because they spend too much time together for the sake of publicity that they start to think that their love never existed. Or worse, one dies and becomes a shell, the other...

Oh god. No. No. No.

As much as I am really loving the amount of crazy jaeho going around, I can't help the feeling that we're seeing the last few moments of jaeho before I...*shudders* I'd rather keep it to myself.

But at a LKM level, it's purely business. Afterall, yunjae/ jaeho fans are rising in numbers. But is it worth it...to see love die? T.T

Ignore me. I'm just being emo. But really, starting to feel like too much fanservice.

And I know I shall look back on this entry months from now and laugh at myself for being overly dramatic but really, at this point, I fear fanservice. I really do.

Afterall, look at Kangteuk.

Kangteuk...cannot be dead. Someone tell me KT is not dead with proof please. Cos the KT comm's going, 'good ol' days'...

*bawls*

I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THIS! I WANT MY OTPs! MAY FANFICTION PREVAIL!!!

But there's still light with the jaeho. Must believe that it is more than just fanservice. I MUST believe in the jaeho! Off to go dl jaeho evidence. My box needs more jaeho material.