Reap what you sow.
Nov. 1st, 2007 08:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
virginangelicHad THE most horrendous day today but before that...
Happy Halloween, thank god it's over and done with AND October's OVER!!! The damn predictions about jaejoong didn't come true! No car accidents whatsoever! <3
My last entry was about Monday yeah? On Tues, I guessed I started to dislike a certain lecturer because of her strict rules. Seriously, we pay your damn salary so why the hell are you debarring us from attending lessons when we come in late?! ARGH. F it. Sure, I was given a final warning (and I wasn't sent off unlike someone else) but nevertheless, there are plenty of reasons why a person would be late for class. Bitch. Maybe she's on PMS or something, who knows?
Wednesday was fine but somehow most of the evening slipped past for me. I was dead to the world after 8pm. T.T Still, interesting dreams did come to me like that totally weird slashy dream I had where I was 16 and I was getting married off to a guy of 14. T.T I need to stop reading slash fiction for a while I guess since the ENTIRE dream was actually from a certain slash fic I read about a month ago? (well, except that the characters were totally different) XD And no, it was not a wet dream. Just a...very gay one? Meh, just label it a weird dream. And of course, I dreamt of other things like Hankyung making me sushi (which I NEVER got to eat since I woke up). Sigh...
Today well...started off on a good foot I guess. Had fun planting at CWP and spreading compost over the soil (well, now my hands still stink of compost some...11 hours later or so...) Everything was okay I guess. The class guys were being juveniles by hiding rocks under compost. T.T WTH. Loy and I were asked to carry it - I knew I should have trusted my gut instincts and not carried it. Oh well, over and done with.
The much-anticipated talk with this Dutch designer turned out to be such a let-down ALTHOUGH I have a wonderful slash fic to write. XD Bwahaha. It was rather dreary; the guy's too much of an idealist, a dreamer. Still, it was rather interesting to just listen to him, even though it was close to lulling me to sleep.
Sleep did come afterwards, nevertheless during Planting lecture. T.T I feel so damn bad for doing it and I need to think of something to wake myself up the next time.
What happened after class though made the day utterly horrid. The guys threw water on me TWICE while I was in the cubicle, trying my best to relieve myself as fast as I could. T.T I wasn't able to initially since they were jumping and threatening to jump into the poorly designed cubicle to peep. And yes, one of them HAS done it before (jump inside the cubicle from the outside) so it was nerve-wrecking.
Pissed me off initially but then it made me somewhat depressed. I guess it's the weather or something but I did a LOT of thinking and I became really really down. I think I need to limit myself from thinking too much. And just like the last time, I had the urge to just end it all. Am I somehow bipolar or something?
Sigh...I just hope tomorrow will be better. Because really, I'm not kidding. All those guys are going to be charged twice for notes and photocopies and what nots. Or maybe I should submit their assignments super late like a week later. I haven't really decided yet though a large part of me will not do anything except scratch their names into the book.
Yes, I hold deep-seated grudges that last for years. Even when I've forgotten why, I will still dislike or hate or abhor the people in the book.
And yes, it's an actual black book. I find humour in that.
Happy Halloween, thank god it's over and done with AND October's OVER!!! The damn predictions about jaejoong didn't come true! No car accidents whatsoever! <3
My last entry was about Monday yeah? On Tues, I guessed I started to dislike a certain lecturer because of her strict rules. Seriously, we pay your damn salary so why the hell are you debarring us from attending lessons when we come in late?! ARGH. F it. Sure, I was given a final warning (and I wasn't sent off unlike someone else) but nevertheless, there are plenty of reasons why a person would be late for class. Bitch. Maybe she's on PMS or something, who knows?
Wednesday was fine but somehow most of the evening slipped past for me. I was dead to the world after 8pm. T.T Still, interesting dreams did come to me like that totally weird slashy dream I had where I was 16 and I was getting married off to a guy of 14. T.T I need to stop reading slash fiction for a while I guess since the ENTIRE dream was actually from a certain slash fic I read about a month ago? (well, except that the characters were totally different) XD And no, it was not a wet dream. Just a...very gay one? Meh, just label it a weird dream. And of course, I dreamt of other things like Hankyung making me sushi (which I NEVER got to eat since I woke up). Sigh...
Today well...started off on a good foot I guess. Had fun planting at CWP and spreading compost over the soil (well, now my hands still stink of compost some...11 hours later or so...) Everything was okay I guess. The class guys were being juveniles by hiding rocks under compost. T.T WTH. Loy and I were asked to carry it - I knew I should have trusted my gut instincts and not carried it. Oh well, over and done with.
The much-anticipated talk with this Dutch designer turned out to be such a let-down ALTHOUGH I have a wonderful slash fic to write. XD Bwahaha. It was rather dreary; the guy's too much of an idealist, a dreamer. Still, it was rather interesting to just listen to him, even though it was close to lulling me to sleep.
Sleep did come afterwards, nevertheless during Planting lecture. T.T I feel so damn bad for doing it and I need to think of something to wake myself up the next time.
What happened after class though made the day utterly horrid. The guys threw water on me TWICE while I was in the cubicle, trying my best to relieve myself as fast as I could. T.T I wasn't able to initially since they were jumping and threatening to jump into the poorly designed cubicle to peep. And yes, one of them HAS done it before (jump inside the cubicle from the outside) so it was nerve-wrecking.
Pissed me off initially but then it made me somewhat depressed. I guess it's the weather or something but I did a LOT of thinking and I became really really down. I think I need to limit myself from thinking too much. And just like the last time, I had the urge to just end it all. Am I somehow bipolar or something?
Sigh...I just hope tomorrow will be better. Because really, I'm not kidding. All those guys are going to be charged twice for notes and photocopies and what nots. Or maybe I should submit their assignments super late like a week later. I haven't really decided yet though a large part of me will not do anything except scratch their names into the book.
Yes, I hold deep-seated grudges that last for years. Even when I've forgotten why, I will still dislike or hate or abhor the people in the book.
And yes, it's an actual black book. I find humour in that.
![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
Aishah
Date: 2007-11-01 01:32 pm (UTC)Re: Aishah
Date: 2007-11-01 03:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-11-01 01:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-11-01 03:38 pm (UTC)bibi
Date: 2007-11-03 05:45 am (UTC)Re: bibi
Date: 2007-11-03 06:16 am (UTC)Only the first page's used though. XD The rest of the pages are blank. lol