Perhaps...it's destiny.

[virginangelic]

I want to shrivel up in a corner,
Gather the cloak and wrap it round
Harder, tighter

I don't wish to face the world
Not now, not now

Everything's going wrong
Maybe this is all some sort of nightmare
Wake up, damn it, wake up.

~ . ~ @ ~ . ~

Seriously...

Ich hasse November! (I hate November in what used to be my third language, German)

Nothing's going right at ALL...

If I were to list things down, I think I'd get more depressed but what the heck.

1)
Gather round my child,
listen now, and listen well.
Check your dates and times
And maybe you won't be stuck like me.

My initial two class gatherings have gone kaputt on me. If the 4/4 class gathering goes kaputt (as I highly suspect it will)...no, wait. What am I saying?

Let me explain. My ex german class will have a gathering this friday. Normally, they'd gather in the evening but I guess since they're done with their A's...well, do the math. While they're having lunch and catching up, I'm in school. Ah well.

The same thing's happening for the 2/7 chalet. Right smack in the middle of the start of the common test week for me. T.T FUCK.

No news on a primary sch gathering, i highly doubt YY can organize one in time. Especially since the bestie's injured his chin or something.

2)
Tryin times are here it seems,
Lock your chest and bound thyself
The papers will pile, they certainly will
May the Force be with thee.

Yes, it HAS occured to me that I'm writing a lot of rubbish but I have a tendency to do that when I'm down and sadly, uninspired. As I've mentioned earlier, common tests will be making their entrance soon and I haven't the time to cram. I barely do so I have to bow out of LJ and stuff soon. I just CANNOT afford to screw this semester up. And already, I am struggling to cope with the demands. Heck, assignments are now submitted either half done or a botched last minute efforts. I feel like crap.

Even though Social Psych is finally over...I can't believe I forgot to ask how badly I fared. I'm just gonna throw optimism out the window - let's be realistic shall we?

Best bit? I have no idea if I can make it for the NUS competition in time. ARGH. It's my last attempt and I don't think I can manage it. But I have to try right? T.T I need to start managing my time properly or something.

3) Filial piety issues.
This bit will be explained in an F-locked entry. *nods*

Have I mentioned how much I HATE november? I pray hard that december's somewhat better. Even the thought of retail therapy isn't working.

Comments

[nyankokira.livejournal.com]

Please to get over to my LJ and look for the first - after the Hiatus - post. Need your opinion.